You deserve to love, and to be loved.
The Film Committee of Study Association IK is proud to present the coming-of-age short film ‘When You Wake Up’. We’ve spent the past year writing, producing, shooting, and editing the film, and we’re excited to finally share it with you!
Some queer stories begin with a kiss. Others begin with a room, a light, a song, a face you thought you knew, suddenly seen in a way you were not prepared for. When You Wake Up begins with that kind of emotional shock. Finn, a boy from a small village, sees his best friend Lucas in drag at a party, and something inside him starts moving before he has the language to explain it.
That is a strong place for a short film to begin, because it understands a simple truth: sometimes the thing that changes your life is not a grand confession. Sometimes it is an image. Someone standing in front of you freely, beautifully, dangerously themselves. And once you see that, you cannot fully return to the smaller version of the world you were living in.
Finn’s story is familiar in outline, but still powerful because it touches one of the oldest queer feelings: the double life. There is the person you are expected to be, especially in a small place where everyone seems to know everyone else. Then there is the person who appears when nobody from home is watching. The public version smiles, answers messages, avoids questions, and tries not to cause trouble. The hidden version follows music, color, desire, and the possibility of being touched by a life that feels more honest.
Robin Zwaard’s film seems to live inside that split. Finn is drawn into queer nightlife not simply because it is exciting, although of course it is. Drag, parties, and late-night freedom have their own gravity. But what matters is not just the glitter. It is the mirror. Lucas in drag becomes less a surprise than a doorway. Finn looks at his friend and sees not only Lucas, but a version of courage he has not yet allowed himself.
That is where When You Wake Up finds its tenderness. It is not only about attraction, though the feelings between Finn and Lucas clearly matter. It is about the emotional confusion that happens when desire and identity arrive together, like two guests who did not bother to call first. Finn must confront what he feels for his friend, but also what those feelings reveal about himself. That second part is usually the harder one. Wanting someone is frightening enough. Realizing that the wanting changes the story you have been telling yourself, well, that is when the floor starts moving.
Last Updated on 01/07/2026